Wednesday, March 08, 2006


Either Here
or
There

[Not quite sure if this post is depressing, if it makes you sad in anyway, I apologize, I'll be sure to end the post with happy thoughts... ]

Time is a powerful thing. It provides us wisdom. It develops us. It brings us closer to happy times. Time also ages us, killing us eventually... Time fades our memories, unless we cling irrationally, unrealistically to them. Confidence is something that seems to be held heavily under time's sway... When I'm with someone, and there is a strong mutual interest, I feel a deep confidence in the situation. If the rapport is strong enough, I may even feel confident being my true self. Then, void of interaction, time plays it's part, stripping away the fragile layers of confidence I've formed. Did I assume too much? Was my judgment clouded by emotion? Were they just saying what they said because it seemed appropriate at the time?

Pure confidence isn't situational. It's a faith in yourself unconstrained to what others say or do. It's a spiritual backbone that helps you stand straight in any situation. No matter how you hold yourself, if your spirit slouches, you'll have problems hiding your insecurity...

That wasn't so bad, time to cheer up!!

(To make these super happy, I'll attach links!)
Puppies
Kittens
Kittens & Puppies
Didgeridoo
A girl as cloying as a half pound of saccharin
Rubber Duckies!

Here, in case you don't want to follow links that take you away from me, I'll quote from saccharin girl's site:

"Love is when you see someone you know you can't be with, and you don't even think about that because you're just happy to see them."

I do not think love can be defined in such simple terms. Through over-use love has lost some of the meaning it should have. Still, with a little work that quote could be somewhat pertinent...

"If the majority of single people out there hate Valentine's Day because it reminds them of what they don't have, but I like it because I find it beautiful even if I can't have it, why am I the immature one?"

[Sorry, I've got to respond to this one:]
Why must there be a holiday to remind people that they are in a relationship? When I'm with someone I have feelings for, I don't desire to share the celebration. The proximity to them fills me with an almost tangible sense of satisfaction. I don't care what happens next, as long as it doesn't involve either of us parting ways... So, valentine's day provides an excuse, but how is the day beautiful?

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